20th birthday ( 一针见血话，有你名字，你敢看吗? ）

说到这个blog,就是一位朋友，林欣怡❤帮我制作的哦，我很喜欢。那时候是我们中学的时候，网络才刚开始发展的时候，可是那时候我们都是打电话，sms比较多。欣怡是我小学三年级因为一位朋友，李嘉欣❤介绍我们认识。嘉欣，我很开心哦。小学参加过你的生日会。可是我们毕业后就没联络了，我的电话换了没你的号码，不过多谢网络让我还能看到你。好啦，说会欣怡，我和欣怡总是感情很好，可是有时我冷落她，对她发脾气，有时不说话，有次我还说你利用我，可是到现在我们还是朋友。想回来，是我利用了你，你总是帮我复印东西，帮我做project.真心想和你说谢谢。有你的时候，我太依赖你了。所以你知道吗，我中学转校后遇到婉君，敏，（哈哈等等才说你们） 她们教会我自己的事就该自己处理。我想说，欣怡，谢谢你对我的忍耐和原谅，虽然我们现在只能偶尔喝茶，可是要一直保持联络。我总是不会孤独，因为有你陪我，上课补习都陪我坐我的旁边。现在，就算没有人陪也没关系。与其有人陪着倒不如有真心的你陪着多好。谢谢你对我的付出，我都感受到了。所以，我时常和我妈说，你为我流泪过，你总记得我的生日，你对我的好。我现在好珍惜你这位朋友虽然以前没有珍惜，虽然我们的友情清淡了，可是我觉得很幸运认识你，让我觉得这个世界虽然坏人多，很现实，可是是有善良的人，可是善良会被坏人我啦欺负o(∩_∩)o 哈哈接下来的日子，加油啦！偶尔就出来开心喝茶吧=】

接下来就是刘嘉欣❤。小学一年级你坐我旁边美术课的时候。我画了3个小猪。涂颜色的时候，有个女生说我应该涂白色先，等下会参到。可是你却说我这样涂也是可以。那时我们还不是朋友。到了中学才是。一直到现在我觉得你的人说话很真实，很勇敢反驳，我呀就是别人说我，我就觉得我应该改了，因为我胆小，因为不想结怨。虽然如此，我们也是有吵架的时候。有次因为你踩我的鞋，想回来，我太幼稚了哈哈哈。因为妒忌吧，我总觉得欣怡，steffie,倩都比较和你在一起了，其实我懂是因为我的自私，爱哭，无理取闹的个性让她们渐渐少参我。从中学的时候，我看到你突然拉着别人说悄悄话，我就觉得你讨厌我。后来懂你讨厌我的其中一个原因是我很夸张地笑，说真的我夸张笑是想让你们也笑，可是离开你们，我遇到的人都说我很安静斯文，因为我懂会有人和你一样不喜欢夸张笑的人，因为和她们的感情是像kopi一样，但不如和你们的像kopi o 浓厚。可是我还是把你当朋友，我喜欢你的有话直说。以前的事，是我的错。对不起。谢谢你，如果没有你，我可能还会夸张笑，还会有很多人讨厌我。不过啊~~~当我们喝茶的时候，我依然会夸张笑哈哈=】一起笑吧。=】

再来就是陈欣怡❤， 你唱英文歌，让我喜欢听英文歌。心里觉得你很聪明哈哈以前长和你借功课抄，你很勤劳，你的字体很美。人很好，总是笑的=】我记得有次因为没有看过的网恋想自杀，你有和我通话，还有叮叮怡嘉欣陪着，真的谢谢你们，说真的那时我不敢，可是我已经很难过想死。可是现在想回来，还好有你们的关心，真的不要去网恋，网恋只是文字爱情，现实遇到的比较好。谢谢你=】

现在是张瑜倩❤啦，中学的时候认识你。那时你很可爱样子发型=】你很爱说话，最喜欢的就是有次你坐在我旁边和我说【泡沫之夏】小说情节，从开始到结束。天啊很好听开心=】对不起，对不起我转校的时候，让你哭了。那时我想去尝试新生活因为难得的机会，因为在学校很多人因为徐文荣的事讨厌我，因为我去过那学校遇到了Henry。可是我们还是朋友，看到你和坏男人分手了，我很开心。看到你现在有个稳定和很爱你的男友，我很开心哦很期待你们的婚礼呀=】现在大学我们同校，还有2年你就毕业，我有3年。谢谢你愿意每个拜三和我吃午餐。

还有就是Qian qi,美婷，欣婷，涵涵，思敏还有好多。认识你们我就是一直笑哈哈，auntie Lucy，michael jackson笑话..依然想念我们坐在后面小声讲大声笑的时候=】美婷，对不起，有次开学不舒服，我吐到你。

还有就是olivia,琦靖，欣瑜还有好多懂秘密基地的朋友。谢谢你们陪我唱歌谈心事在学校的秘密基地。那蓝天，飞机飞过，阳光，一阵风，还有你们的脸，声音，如果可以回去那时候，我那时候就不会去期待未来会怎样，而会珍惜当下。

中四中五在新学校，I admire HENRY before this as he is the first confidence man I met .He can talk a lot of current issues,as he was in debate team.he fall many times in love haha=] At that time , I had a hope to be her girlfriend.I'M sorry that I was making u confuse,quarreled with u. In the end , we are friends.
I know the reason he did not fall in love with me because I'm super fat,not pretty haha=]and I am easily jealous,emotional girl.But the most real is that for him love is happy then be together,not happy then break, he thinks that I am good girl,for sure i will want long-term true love,every girls wants it,and I'm his friend,so we never fall in love,we are friends always.I'm sorry henry ,thanks henry for letting me know the true colour of most man,I mean man really like pretty girls,if i can choose,i also want pretty girls.At least now,i will know to protect myself and not easily put in admire feeling to anyone.I advise girls to do this because true love will come and maybe will never come.You should love yourself and one day the true love will come to love you.
So,henry is my friend.

婉君严肃，可是有幽默和我一样疯。刚开始认识你的时候，觉得你自私，要第一，我不喜欢你。我还和敏一起不喜欢你。对不起
可是相处久了，了解你的人，和你的过去，我喜欢你，如果没有你，我不会嫉妒，然后想努力读书打败你，可是你依然是第一，但是因为你，我才会一直读书=】谢谢你总是劝我不要喜欢不爱我的人，我现在终于不喜欢了。我要过着潇洒的新生活。你在外国要保重。回来了和我和敏保持联络=】

敏，对不起，因为我的嫉妒，所以我以前对你很不好，让你很难过。可是你很大度都原谅我。谢谢你教我不会的。谢谢你把我当朋友。保持联络=】

当兵的姐妹们，那时我和你们吵。对不起。是我的错。谢谢你们那时的照顾和快乐陪伴。

PRE-U 的朋友们，月，ruth,wei na ,sheak ni,还有好多，谢谢你们教我不会的，带我去church体验人生第一次圣诞感觉，玩sunway lagoon刺激的，载我去学校，陪我吃午餐，好开心和你们在一起的时候。保持联络=】

fiftheen

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know I haven't seen you around, before"

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're mommas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

hApPy HoliDaY......................YEH^

HOLI ...DAY^^
IT WILL BE HAPPY......
FUN,,,
BUT.......;;;;,,,,,''''''''''
GOT MANY HOMEWORKS TO DO {T.....T}
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BELIEVE MYSELF......^^
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